My Heart and My Soul...

      
I never thought this day would come..When i would write about them..

I couldnt believe my eyes..Can it be..i pinched myself hard ..omg!! i was not dreaming..i was pregnant..Until that minute i was very happy with the little one that god had blessed us with..But this was an added bonus..and what more..the bonus seem to be doubled..'You are going to have twins', the doctor said..I knew they were girls..
I'm going to take very good care of you little ones, i told them..'Do you both know you have an adorable sister and an awesome daddy..You'll love them both', i told them..My first scan..'here is baby A and here is baby B' the nurse told me..I called them my Heart and my Soul..I'll keep you both safe, i promised them..

Then one morning my 8 weeks of bliss turned into a nightmare..I lost them..I broke my promise..i didn't keep them safe..They were gone..forever..The pain was surreal..It felt like  a piece of my heart was being cut out without anesthesia..It still feels the same way..

  If time heals, it dint work for me..
God help me..My babies would have turned 3 today..